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I need forgiveness...

Thu Jun 4, 2009, 8:14 AM
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I don't know what's wrong with me. For some reason, looking through my friends' work, I feel like crying. Dammit!! I'm so close to crying!! I don't know why but I also do know why.
I can't concentrate. I have so much work here that I want to draw, and I know needs to go up on this website. I owe people so many things! I accept requests which I do want to do, but then when that concentration breaks off for a day, I can't get back to it. I just sit there, with my work in front of me... and I can't draw anything. My mind isn't letting me...! I love drawing... I really do, yu don't know how much I do... and everyone on this website, and all my friends on here (yu all know who yu are, I hope) are all such awesome people who really inspire work from me. I am so sorry that nothing's coming up in my gallery... I want to draw for everyone, lots and lots of pictures!

I have alot of deviation work up which I want to look at, and it makes me happy to see everyone's work. I apologise to anyone I don't reply to... I'm such a crap commenter and friend... That sums me up just right; a bad friend. I'm crying now? Why am I crying like this right now, typing and thinking to myself on how I miss everyone who I always talked to on this. I want to be friends with yu, yu guys!! I fear that no one will ever speak to me again, on this, or online, or anywhere... So much that a sentance comes to my mind that I thought would never come: should I stop drawing... and never draw again...
My love to express my feelings and what I've done all my life would be gone, and the thought right now is so painful, but what's more painful is that the ones who are my friends (even if they aren't friends with me, I'll still be their friend) I haven't heard from them in so long... and I owe them so much which I am unworthy to even provide... and that I might never hear from them again...

Can yu all forgive me...?

Like I read off a button (I think that's what yu call it), ''My hand is connected to my lungs; I stop drawing, I stop breathing''. I'm already dying... and I don't even have the will to help myself...

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  • Current Residence: England!! :D
  • Interests: Ooooo, <3GUUUTS!!!<3 and Vegeta and Goku...mmmmm
  • Favourite movie: Behind Enemy Lines/Karas/Gladiator/Die Hard/FFAC/Alien 2
  • Favourite band or musician: Iron Maiden/Metallica/Dragonforce/Iced Earth/InFlames
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock and Metal/Heavy
  • Favourite artist: Kentaro Miura/Masayuki Taguchi/Akira Toriyama/All the ppl I watch on DV!!
  • Favourite poet or writer: Darren Shan/Garth Nix/Christopher Paolini/Koushun Takami
  • Favourite style of art: Anything looking good!!
  • Wallpaper of choice: Anything with <3Guts<3 on iit! Or Vegeta or Goku! XDDDD
  • Favourite game: Berserk.M.F.A: Record of the Holy Demon War/DbZ Budokai 3/FFVII/MGS I II & III
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS2/PS3/X-Box 360/Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Guts/Judeau/Vegeta/Goku/Cloud/Shuuya/Shogo/Kazuo/Aerith/Trunks/Piccolo/Shooter/Kaneda/Tetsuo/Keichii

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Heyy how are you? feel better I hope? :D
Oh, I'm okay now thank yu. ^w^

Still have headaches but that's nothing compared to other people's sufferings.

How's yu anyway?

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Hellfire rages in my eyes. Blood will fall like rain this night! {Iced Earth - The Coming Curse}
Eh not the best... still having problems with knees, and now my back and shoulder. I'm like an old man lol... too much bad luck. And I fell and hit my head 43 days ago, been havin a really bad migrane since, hasnt gone away for a second. =/ looong time. and sorry it took awhile, I don't get on DA much, but I'm on MSN more often.
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I draw DBZ,naruto,Death Note and something else ^^ If you want, Come check my gallery ;P :hug: :love:
Hope youll feel better very soon, beat up that virus! =3

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It has been! XDDDDD

I'm fine thanks. Yu?? ^_^

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Hellfire rages in my eyes. Blood will fall like rain this night! {Iced Earth - The Coming Curse}
I'm alright, ups and downs as always. Anything much happen past...8 months orso?

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